I had an awesome dream last night about Jared Padalecki (Sam from Supernatural)
I dreamt I was dating him! wow
We were holding hands, and kissing and I remember lifting his shirt up to kiss his Appendix scar… it was all so …. normal (except that my boyfriend was Super HOT!)
I can vividly recall his stomach muscles and the feel of his body heat…
Waking up this morning was harsh.
I enjoyed the familiarity I felt with someone I love and someone who I find irresistibly attractive.
It’s something I have long since experienced.
It really has been a while….
I miss it